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Vanessa | 19 | Fl
I'm currently in the middle of my second semester at Saint Petersburg College. I wash your test tubes, I prep your dissections.

I am a math and science kind of girl. I don't watch television or go to the movies. My kind of entertainment is watching MIT lectures on youtube and gazing up at the stars.

I am a full-time college student. I work. I'm in a relationship. And I guess, everything written here is just proof that life is just an illusion after all.

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

So, He's Moving to North Carolina

 I spent all of Thursday crying.
I spent all of Friday night with him.
I spent all of Saturday with him.
I spent all of Sunday with him.
I left Monday night.
Sometime in all of that I realized that nothing is going to happen to us.
It is just going to be a long long time before I get to fall asleep next to him.

We took pictures. There is so much they don't capture.
But its okay. Those are all of the things I could never forget.

So now, I have to work really hard. I've got to make myself a stellar student, so that when I transfer out of state I can get good scholarships.
I'm joining the engineers club. I'm joining the research society. I'll apply to honors college, then join phi theta kappa. I'll take challenging classes and make stellar grades.
I'll tutor. I'll mentor. I'll do everything to make my days fly by until we're together again.
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